Today i awoke,
Awoke with madness sleeping beside me
fingers intertwined as the day beckoned.
I feel it,
Moving like a wind beneath this flesh,
from the bottom of my feet to the core of my soul;
Restlessly causing my joyfulness.
Bursting around the seams you are,
Spilling uncontrollably about darkened crevices
Hurling joy at the dead spaces of my life.
I feel you
Your fire, consuming my death
Reducing this accursed existence to ashes
Calling Life, beyond the Grave,
Rising gloriously like a phoenix from the ashes,
soaring in the heavens
In search of the divine.
I feel your love
Discarding the dirt accumulated by the whims of the world
Cleansing me fully
Pulling me closer to renewal…
In this madness. I am finding divinity
I am weakened by this maddening Joy