On this bed…..
i have tasted those lips,
sealed our fortunes with a thousand kisses.
I traced your very lifeline with my tongue,
etched my name on your being,
now you wear my imprint on your soul
Adorned to the heavens with my wiles
On this bed…
I have choked on your distance
cowered from your heated malice…
i have bitten down on this tongue that once pleasured you…
On this bed.
i watch your strangeness make a home
On this bed.
I do not have the luxury you see,
A foreign soul in this ancient continent
to dance my wiles away.
See my worries accompany me as i sip this drink….
The hopes of my parents sidle next to me,
intertwining their aching fingers with mine, drowning all else as i try to loose myself in this dance.
My only escape,
Your mouth on mine…breath on skin…sweet respite.
i do not have the luxury to linger in this sweet place…
For i am burdened by my parents prayers
dragged even to the concrete jungle.
for you see, my respite has no place here,
in this foreign continent i tread on.
GIVE ME BACK MY LIFE!
Give to me the passion that unfurled within and burned the ground in its wake
the tears that broke many a heart…
Give me the years of hope laden breaths,
the odes and prayers that escaped my lips,
whipping my spirit into shape.
Cloak me with my pride,
that i may be armed against the tyrant lips of the outside.
Give the love that was once mine;
a brief moment, lost in time..
Give me court to glimpse his eyes to satiate my soul
to drown in that soul that so engulfed me.
Give me my life
for i do not recognize the footprints that follow my shadow
I am plagued by my emotions
So i wash them down with that bottle i have become so familiar with
I’d always known your ugliness lay beneath the surface;
Now i sit across from you
witnessing and pleasuring in your undoing;
watching as that veneer of charisma is ripped like the earth
to unravel the very depth of your ugliness.
I watch in glee
as your very words reveal the darkness that you tried to feed me
And i breathe for with each layer peeled,
i finally see my beauty
the lustful thing
that resides between your legs;
that makes known her presence as the moon kisses the earth.
She that is coveted by many a heart and despised by many,
“She had conditioned herself to fall into that empty love…
that blissless love,
and her Queendom paid the price
Wasting away to be reawakened
by her King”